Saturday, October 2, 2010

Homecoming

So tonight was homecoming. I got all dressed up and was really excited. But, as usual, I managed to mess things up.
One of the things that really facetored into this was yesterday at the parade/pre-parade/football game. There's this guy, and several of my friends like him. He started flirting with me, and I kinda flirted back. So I was really confused about what to do.
Then I went to this pre-dance party that was at one of my friend's house. It was a ton of fun, cause we chatted, and took pics, and played games. The same guy we really heavily flirting with me, and I started to think that he might like me.
Then at the dance, we actually danced, sorta. Like when I danced he danced close to me. And then we slow danced for one song. And maybe we touched foreheads. God, I feel like such and idiot.
So one of the friends that likes him was really looking sad, so I held her and said "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" over and over. Then he came up and hugged her. I told him "Meet me in the hallway" and walked out. He came after me and I said "You know some people like you? And that people are saying that we're a couple? Do you even like me like that?" And he says "I like you as a friend" And I say, "Well people think we're a couple" and walked back into the dance. We didn't talk for the rest of the dance, which was like 10 min. But still.
On the ride home, the friend who was giving me a ride said "He's obviosly attracted to you, and likes you more than friends." I say "You're making things more confusing!!" So she says "Sorry! He's moving to Alaska tomorrow!"
I'm still confused, and not sure what to think. That motherfuckingassholesonofagodamnedbitch screwed up my mind. He's probably just trying to be a ladies' man, but it still hurts. My friends say that we would be good together, and I'd be willing to try, but it's just, well, gah.
I'm gonna go to bed now. And probably cry. Night.

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