Gahhhhhhhh

Life is really confusing right now. There's been complications in days past, and that's really cast a harsh light on things. There are things that I've been ignoring that I have to face, and I don't really like what I'm seeing.
I've started doing a video diary thing, because I read this book called Thirteen Reasons Why where this girl made a set of cassette tapes telling why she killed herself. This box of tapes is sent to the thirteen people she named, and they all listen to them. I wanted to do something like that, just in case anything ever happened to me. I'm not planning on committing suicide, I'm just saying "Just in case". And the reason it's not my blog or friends or anything is because there are somethings that I don't want even my best friends to know. And writing in my diary takes forever. What takes me about twenty minutes of writing, I can say in about three.
Today my mom asked me if I was doing drugs. I could tell she thought I was by the way she asked, and it pissed me off. I told her no, and she said "You've thought about it though haven't you." to which I answered "Well Duh! I'm a freaking teenager!". Seriously, what teenager hasn't thought about doing drugs?
The reason I stayed home is something that I'm not going to talk about where either my mom or other prying eyes can read it. This is the third time that I've started to write this, and I'm hoping I won't type anything I regret.
Anyway, tomorrow I have a French quiz I've barely studied for, cause I (Being the smart person I am) left my French binder, with the study guide, in my French class. So I've had to study from the book, and all the info is buried in layers of activities and examples and stupid stuff like that. So basically I'm screwed.
The only person who voted said "No higher powers". Idk what to do now.
I don't want to stop writing, cause I'm suppost to be doing homework, and my mom is pissed enough at me already, so I don't want her to catch me typing on my blog. I finished my lit (The only thing due tomorrow) and have to sweep the foyer, I think it is. But I'm going to be a lazy fart and just keep typing about anything and everything and nothing, all at the same time.
So if you've got something else to do, or are sick of reading my crappy rambles, then I'd stop now. Cause from here on out it's all unplanned, uncensored, uneditited rantings. Okay?
WARNING:Contents may be graphic.
Okay soooooooooooooooooooooo..............Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. The economy sucks doens't it? I'm serious. Those fucking republicans are screwing everything up!!! I'm already bored of this topic, so I'm gonna let you guys check the news out for that one.
Last Sunday was Easter, and at my church we had a can hunt instead of an Easter egg hunt. People brought in cans, and the high school group hid them like eggs for the kids to find. When the kids found them, they brought them back to a highschool supervisor and got a piece of candy in exchange. It was a ton of fun hiding the cans. There was this tree, and we called it the Tuna Tree cause we put like ten cans of tuna in it's branches. Lolz it took a while cause we would bend the branches down and place a can of tuna as far up it as we could reach. Then we'd slooooooooooowly bend the branch back up, and if we got it right, there'd be a can of tuna high up in a tree! Some of the other hiding spots were really funny too. Like a couple of my friends threw some cans waaaaaay high up in a tree, like higher than anyone could just stand on their tiptoes and reach. And I tossed a can into a section of the garden, expcecting it to stay on top of the ivy leaves. Instead it sunk beneath and wasn't able to be seen. Oops. There is also this stone wall that we hid cans in. We found a braclet in it, and I passed it on. More deets later. Now I better go, cause I'm not suppost to be on, like I said. Anyway, ttyl. Peace.