Thursday, April 28, 2011

The Girl Who Looked at Lightning

MWHAHAHA I'M GOING TO BORE YOU WITH MY TERRIBLE POETRY!!! Seriously though, I read this line in a book, and I started feeling all creative and shit. So I decided to write a poem/short story. I brb, cause I want it to stay under 250 words, so I'm gonna type it on Word then copy and paste.
Okay done. I'm not sure how bad it is, so you've got to tell me

The Girl Who Looked at Lightning
He saw the way she stared at the sky
Bright flashes lighting up her face
Showing the passion and longing imprinted there
He saw her pain
The desire
Wishing to be let free
He saw her standing on the hill
Not feeling the rain soaking him to the skin
Watching her close her eyes
He saw the wind beating at her dress
Whipping it around her legs
Plastered to her by the turrets of water
He saw the lighting flash across the sky
Felt the thunder shake the earth
The sting of rain on his body
He saw her raise her arms into the air
Somehow noticed the tears amidst the rain
Running down her face
He saw the lightening fork down
Striking her finger tips
Hearing the cry of pain and release
He saw the light flash through her
Watched her arch her back
Before she fell to the ground
He saw her broken body
Knowing that finally
She was whole again

Let me know what you think. Ttyl

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Gahhhhhhhh

Life is really confusing right now. There's been complications in days past, and that's really cast a harsh light on things. There are things that I've been ignoring that I have to face, and I don't really like what I'm seeing.
I've started doing a video diary thing, because I read this book called Thirteen Reasons Why where this girl made a set of cassette tapes telling why she killed herself. This box of tapes is sent to the thirteen people she named, and they all listen to them. I wanted to do something like that, just in case anything ever happened to me. I'm not planning on committing suicide, I'm just saying "Just in case". And the reason it's not my blog or friends or anything is because there are somethings that I don't want even my best friends to know. And writing in my diary takes forever. What takes me about twenty minutes of writing, I can say in about three.
Today my mom asked me if I was doing drugs. I could tell she thought I was by the way she asked, and it pissed me off. I told her no, and she said "You've thought about it though haven't you." to which I answered "Well Duh! I'm a freaking teenager!". Seriously, what teenager hasn't thought about doing drugs?
The reason I stayed home is something that I'm not going to talk about where either my mom or other prying eyes can read it. This is the third time that I've started to write this, and I'm hoping I won't type anything I regret.
Anyway, tomorrow I have a French quiz I've barely studied for, cause I (Being the smart person I am) left my French binder, with the study guide, in my French class. So I've had to study from the book, and all the info is buried in layers of activities and examples and stupid stuff like that. So basically I'm screwed.
The only person who voted said "No higher powers". Idk what to do now.
I don't want to stop writing, cause I'm suppost to be doing homework, and my mom is pissed enough at me already, so I don't want her to catch me typing on my blog. I finished my lit (The only thing due tomorrow) and have to sweep the foyer, I think it is. But I'm going to be a lazy fart and just keep typing about anything and everything and nothing, all at the same time.
So if you've got something else to do, or are sick of reading my crappy rambles, then I'd stop now. Cause from here on out it's all unplanned, uncensored, uneditited rantings. Okay?
WARNING:Contents may be graphic.
Okay soooooooooooooooooooooo..............Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. The economy sucks doens't it? I'm serious. Those fucking republicans are screwing everything up!!! I'm already bored of this topic, so I'm gonna let you guys check the news out for that one.
Last Sunday was Easter, and at my church we had a can hunt instead of an Easter egg hunt. People brought in cans, and the high school group hid them like eggs for the kids to find. When the kids found them, they brought them back to a highschool supervisor and got a piece of candy in exchange. It was a ton of fun hiding the cans. There was this tree, and we called it the Tuna Tree cause we put like ten cans of tuna in it's branches. Lolz it took a while cause we would bend the branches down and place a can of tuna as far up it as we could reach. Then we'd slooooooooooowly bend the branch back up, and if we got it right, there'd be a can of tuna high up in a tree! Some of the other hiding spots were really funny too. Like a couple of my friends threw some cans waaaaaay high up in a tree, like higher than anyone could just stand on their tiptoes and reach. And I tossed a can into a section of the garden, expcecting it to stay on top of the ivy leaves. Instead it sunk beneath and wasn't able to be seen. Oops. There is also this stone wall that we hid cans in. We found a braclet in it, and I passed it on. More deets later. Now I better go, cause I'm not suppost to be on, like I said. Anyway, ttyl. Peace.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Adventures with Duck Tape

So this past weekend was the Marwood reunion, and I have a guy friend there who can make anything out of duck tape. He has ties, belts, even a fricking kilt made out of duck tape. So he made me this shiny silver braclet in about two mintues, and I decided to experiment with duck tape. I had this teal roll that I mostly used to tape up my plastic painting sheets. But I went on wikihow and looked up "Duct Tape Crafts" and found a ton of cool things to make. The thing I really liked though was a rose.
So I made this rose out of duck tape. And another. I wanted to get more duck tape to have a wider variety to make roses out of. I couldn't go last night, cause of thereapy and my mom wanting to rest. But tonight, right before we went to my grandma's, we ran by Hobby Lobby and I bought about thirty dollars worth of duck tape. I now have white, black, neon green, bright purple, shiny, and zebra. Gracie chewed up my teal, so I don't have that anymore.
So far I've made an all teal rose for my boyfriend, a neon green stem with purple for my sister, a neon green and black stem with purple and shiny for my grandma, an all teal pen rose for my mom, and a black stem with zebra rose for one of my best friends.
I have this infected rug burn and it's oozing so I'm gonna go put triple antibiotic ointment on it, then read, then go to bed. Maybe talk to my boyfriend for a while longer. I think he's my only reader now. Anyway, ttyl.