Saturday, January 15, 2011

The Past week has been complicated

Let's see.
Well, on Tuesday, I got called down to the vice principle's office because of vandalism.
Wensday, I had an interesting therepy session, and a very bad fight with my mom.
Thursday I went to the GSA after school, and after that had a meeting with my mom, stepdad, guidance concelor, and vice principle.
Friday, the major science paper was due, and so was the lit paper, and then went to my dad's for the weekend.
Pretty interesting week eh?
Well, for the "vandalism" I got a two day suspension and a Saturday school.
I dislike that they call it "vandalism". When people hear the word "vandalism" they think of spray paint and profanity. What I did was write inspirational messages on the wall. And it came off. Things like "You're beautiful", "There's always hope", and "Never give up".
That vice principle is an asshole.
On Thursday, when the adults were there, my mom said "We were concerned about a possible expulsion" and he said "There was never anything like that" to which I replyed "Your exact words were 'If you don't say who else did this, then your education here at Okemos may be in joepordy is someone else comes forward and says that they did this with you". His responce? "I meant it as in a long term suspecsion, which could technically be jepordizing keeping up with schoolwork here at Okemos". And when my mom asked me "Did you apologize about doing this?" I said "No. Last time I left here I was crying and still denying who else did it". He said "I didn't mean to make you upset." Oh, I'm sorry. I guess I misinterperted you yelling "I don't believe you!! Tell me who else did this or you might not come back here!!" as something else.
Because that's what he was most upset about.
Someone else did it, and he thinks I know who did it.
Honestly, I'm not going to sell out my friends to save my own skin. I've taken the blame for things that weren't even my fault, so I'm not going to rat out people for things that actually ARE my fault. If that's the kind of people they want to go to Okemos, then I wouldn't want to go here anyway.
I hate their attempts to make this better, like how their suggestions that I "Join a club or do something the school allows so that you can channel this more positivly because not the idea but the actions were what's wrong!" are pure bullshit. The only reason that this made any difference is because it wasn't allowed and it didn't need permission and it was compleatly anonomus and against the rules.
It wouldn't mean anything if it was in a club where lots of happy pretty boys and girls handed out wristbands saying "Make a difference".
People say that inside, the popular boys and girls are just as insecure as you are.
They didn't seem that insecure when kicking me and hitting me and calling my a dkye and a ho and saying I was fat and ugly.
Well, I have to go now. Bye.
Oh, btw, 3 people liked milk chocolate the best, and 4 liked dark. No one liked white :). I hate white chocolate, and love dark, so I'm glad my readers have the same opinions that I do.

1 comment:

  1. i think they were mad cause u wrote on the bathroom walls in sharpie, their part of the system they don't care what you wrote or why, just that it was done....**huggles*** you should talk to me bout stuff!!!! i can listen even if i don't understand!

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