XBox

So Santa came to our house early and left a beautiful black 250 gig XBox 360 with controllers and games. It rocked. For about a day.
The package came with a 30 day XBox Live trial, but I wanted my own account, so today I went to the mall and spend $60 on a 12 month membership. So I was so excited when I got home and I was already to start gaming and having a blast and-
No. It took over half an hour to sign up. I got so pissed off that my very caring and tolerant boyfriend actually couldn't talk to me. I finally got it, after many tears, only to have the internet not work.
FINALLY, we got it. Then the parents came home.
After we did the dishes and unloaded groceries then we started to play.
We got a game of slayer and 2 games of infection in, having a blast with my boyfriend and his friend. Then it started lagging.
My sister keeps bitching about how she wants to play this stupid slayer game.
Mom also scolded my boyfriend about not protecting me and my brother while playing slayer, saying that "maybe we should play something more nice". Good it's so fucking stupid. She also says that we're not being nice to eat other. GEE MOM, I WONDER WHY. It's not like when playing video games we cuss each other out and torment each other. I wasn't even being that bad!! it makes me want school to start again just so I can have an hour without her breathing down my neck about it.
Of course, when she reads this post, she'll probably take it away and yell at me and shit because that's what she does. You know, one of the reasons I'd rather hang out at my boyfriends house instead of mine is because HIS mom doesn't yell at us all the time. Seriously. I cannot remember the last time he was over here without mom yelling at me.
I wanted an XBox so I could curse at people and kill people and be obscene and rude and horrible.
She just aked who are you chatting with and I glared at her and said no one. Obviously my attitude is because I played XBox, not because I have selfish sisters and a controlling mom.
Because we're connected to wifi, that means we have to share it with everything else that's connected to wifi. Like computers. Like the one my sister was watching a movie on while we were trying to download Halo Reach to the XBox.
And my stepdad refuses to run a cable through the family room. It doesn't matter that since we're on wifi the connection is so slow that half of the time we can't even see the game we're playing, while everyone else is playing it.
I've cried about 3 times since I've come home.
Tomorrow is a stupid fucking xmas party where we have to go to my stupid step dad's mom's house where everything is perfect in place and there's nothing to do and we're there forever. Then Friday it's another xmas party, only it's mom's dad and another hour drive to go a place with nothing to do and no one I'd like to see and another day without being around people I like. Then it's xmas eve, then xmas, and I don't even know what we're doing over break because of this thing that happened at dad's and all I want is to be home alone with just my brother so we can play Halo with James without lag and just have a good time and not have all the stupid stuff of the holidays.
The holidays are suppost to be a time of joy.
They're not.
It's about horrible family parties no one wants to go to but have to and exasting shopping for gifts that people don't even like. I just want school to start again so I can get away from my family and see my friends.
Anything but this would be nice.