I despretly need inspiration

I want to write poetry or a short story or something, but the muses have deserted me. This creativity stuff comes in short, intense bursts. Like I'll write non-stop for about a week or so, then not write for several months. Drives me crazy.
Also, I've decided to go back to being a vegetarian. On the 5th, I shall eat meat only on specified days, one day a month. Like Thanksgiving, or Christmas, stuff like that.
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this lack of creativity and inspiration is driving me CRAZY!!!!! I really really really reallyreallyreallyreally want to write and write and write, but in the absense of having a computer, the words have seemed to dried up. Where there were once flowing streams of honeyed words there is now only deserted wastelands. Those sweet, sweet muses called to me, their siren voices beckoning me forward, coxing the essence of my soul forth, the glourious pain of release as my fingers flew across the keyboard, unleashing the power to create worlds. From the depths of my mind sprang the beings that lived the lives I never could. Each keystroke made them more and more real, lifelike figures that one could not help but fall in love with. When they felt pain or anguish, you shed tears for their troubles. When they fell in love, you swooned in delierious joy. And when they died, you felt a little part of you die with them, lost between the black and white words across the screen. The imense power to control them fades when you realize that they are the ones in control, that you have always known them, that they were just waiting to be born. These are not just characters, they are aspects of yourself, and as time goes by they take control of the story, leading it to twists and turns that cause you to laugh and sigh at each new bend. Then.............
Nothing.
They're lost.
Gone.
It's like they died. No, not died, because then they'd still be with you. No, they vanished, abandoned you, left you there to gnash your teeth as you struggle to find them again.
They may come back, but it's only a matter of time before they leave you again, even quicker than before. One can only hope that they stay with you long enough for you to tell their story.
Man, that got a little mellow dramatic. Sorry bout that. Anyway, I better get going. It's after work and mom still hasn't picked me up. So I'll ttyl, latters.

Man I suck at this

I feel so boring right now, cause I don't have anything to write about. There isn't really anything going on in my life except the usual stuff, and my job. Well, I'm going goth too. That's one of the things I love about having my own money. No one can say "I'm not going to pay for this", cause you can pay for it yourself! Otherwise I might never have gotten my fishnets. Lolz, at this family reunion thingy on my dad's side, I wore my knee-high converse, black fishnets, black lace skirt, black "Come to the dark side we have cookies" tshirt with a little monster eating cookies on it, purple eyeliner, purple eyeshadow, dark purple lipstick, duck tape purse, and I was called "Cute". Even "Adorable". AND MOST OF THEM THOUGHT MY LITTLE SISTER WAS THE OLDER OF THE TWO OF US!!!! She wasn't even wearing anything like me, just a blueish tshirt and knee length jean shorts. I'm like, SERIOUSLY????? On the bright side, people also said that I had gotten all grown up, so maybe I got taller. Well, that's it for now. Ttyl.

I am vegetarian no more!!!

At midnight, August 5th, on the one year of me being vegetarian, while watching a combination of Family Guy and Criminal minds, I, Anna VanArsdale-Hoot, the person creating this annoyingly long wait for news that you already know, ate meat. More specifically, chicken taquitoes.
I just finished a four hour shift at the library, and need to run to get sustinance. Sustinance being lo mein, orange chicken, sweet and sour chicken, chicken and broccili, general toas chicken, and green beans. I've really really really been craving chicken for like EVER, and these are some of my favorite dishes served at my favorite food place.
Now I must go, but quickly, new polls!!!! (The last one had one vote of Modern Family.) I want to do something different with my hair, so I'm asking you guys for your opinion. Call or click today, and now I must fly. Fare thee well, my beloved readers.