Guilt Tripping

I hate it when people try to guilt me into doing something with them. Do they think that'll make me want to do it? If anything it'll make me more likely to NOT want to do it. And if they force me along it'll just make me sulky and irritated, if not flat out angry. I wish they'd understand that it's not that I don't want to spend time with them (usually)it's that I don't want to do what ever they're trying to make me do for whatever reason. Like when my grandmother woke me up at eleven to say she and my grandfather were taking me to a teahouse at noon. I had no clean cloths, was barely awake, and had planned to spend the day doing nothing. But instead of respecting me when I said that I had no clean cloths, didn't get much sleep(I lied a bit for that), and had planned to do nothing for the first day of spring break, she tried to guild me into going with them. Which not only ticked me off, but also made me even more guilty than I already was. Ugggggggggggggg why do people have t9o be so complicated?????

Bucket List as of 3/26/11

Okay, I'm not really sure how to do this thing, but to the extent of my knowledge I think it's where you write down things you want to do before you die. So here goes:
1.Fall in love (Done)
2.Get kissed in the rain
3.Get kissed in a snowstorm
4.Get kissed in a thunderstorm
5.Adopt a puppy of my very own
6.Dance in the rain (Done)
7.Read in Central Park
8.Visit the Louvre in Paris
9.Visit the Metropolitan Museam of Art
10.Visit New York City (Done)
11.Visit New Orleans during Marti Gras
12.Finish a novel
13.Get a novel published
14.Get hauled back to the nursing home in the back of a police car
15.Get James to read a book
16.Lose my virginity (Not going to say if I have or have not online)
17.Have a book I wrote be banned
18.Visit San Fransisco
19.Spend the night in jail
20.Have a daughter
21.Read And Tango Makes Three to my child(ren)
22.Have one of my paintings in an art museam
23.Meet Basshunter (I doubt it, but I can hope)
24.Get all A's sometime during highschool
25.Finish making up my own relgion
26.Have followers of my relgion
27.See Gay Marriage made legal in the US
28.Get an XBox 360
29.Beat James at Halo on XBox 360
30.Learn to drive a motercycle
31.Have my own motercycle
32.Ride coast to coast on a bicyle
33.Go to Canada
34.Eat vegetarian Canadian bacon
35.See my Marwoodiean friends in the future
36.Grow a flower from a seed and not kill it
37.Keep some plant besides bamboo and aloe alive for more than three months
38.Have a windowsill garden
39.Get a tattoo
40.Get my nose pierced
41.Get my lip pierced
42.Get my belly button pierced
43.Get my eyebrow pierced (My bangs are so long no one would even see it)
44.Snorkel on the Great Barrier Reef
45.Eat snails in Paris
46.Read War and Peace
47.Read Pride and Predjedice
48.Learn how to spell definatly
49.Figure out why people like football so much
50.Watch competetive Rock Paper Scissors on ESPN

Sorry

I'm sorry I haven't been on in so long, but being banned is kinda hard. But I've already got my French grade up, only math and science to go! Hopefully I'll be happily blogging about the boring daily activities soon. And I know how much you ally miss that :P Until then, fare thee well