FYI, this is not a post about what I hope to do in the future, but dreams as in the things that go through your head when your dreaming.
Most people dream about one thing, and then wake up.
My dreams morph.
It's really quite confusing when I try to remember them, because they change so much.
And I never have nightmares about things in real life. Like when people go see a horror movie, they say "I'll be having nightmares about that!". My nightmares don't reflect things that happen to me in real life. They're just these random scenarios that pop into my head. The only time I've ever woken up in a cold sweat is when I had a fever of over a hundred.
Which brings me to the point of this post. Actually it doesn't, but whateves.
I don't usually remember anything of my dreams, but just know that I had one. But I remember kissing this guy who looking like a cross between Zachary Quinto and Lucas Bryant (Hot dude from Haven). Now, I almost never kiss people in my dreams, so I was pretty happy about that. I remember that he was injured, and was lying down in a hospital with his arm in a sling. Then I watched myself kiss him, like an out of my body experienced. I started to flicker back and forth, sometimes in my body, sometimes watching. When I woke up soon after, I could still feel his lips on mine. Even now, if I really try, I can feel it.
Anyway, I just really wanted to tell someone about this, and even if no one read about it, it's nice to get that out there.
Also, I'm adding Lucas Bryant to my list of consorts. He's very attractive. Maybe I'll even move him up to husband soon.
In Haven, he plays a police man who has this thing where he can't feel anything. So in the last episode, he was really worried about sleeping with this one woman, because he didn't know if he could, you know. He couldn't feel her at all. But when his police partner kissed him on the cheek, like as a friend, you could see that he felt it. His face showed this wonder and hope that was amazing.
I don't care if he can't feel me though. It would be nice, but I'll just be happy to have him anyway.
I think I'm going to go a watch that episode again. Latter peeps
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
I finished Mockingjay WARNING:Spoiler Alert!!!
THIS POST GIVES AWAY MUCH OF THE BOOK!!! DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU HAVE FINISHED THE BOOK!!!
I finished Mockingjay.
(If you haven't stopped reading this but still haven't read the book, then this is your last chance. Stop. Reading. This. Post. Now.)
I was disappointed.
Don't get me wrong, there were some very good parts, but I didn't like some of the things she did.
I mean, seriously, Peeta??? Well, sure, that's the sweet guy, but Gale is so fiery and passionate, plus he's been her friend like forever. So what if he tends to be a little violent?
And the ending was very foggy. It just got really confusing and stuff. Plus, Katniss wasn't a real part of the actual invasion. Yes, it would be hogging the spotlight, but that's what main charactors do. A much better ending would be: She enters alone, having lost sight of friends/watched them die. Driven insane by the sites she's seen, she kills all who approach her. But when she sees a child crying, she snaps out of it. When she holds the child as it dies, she is desperate to end this pointless war. And so she storms the mansion, kills snow, and then everything else will work out.
Don't you think that's better?
I did really like the whole running-through-the-town-everyone-dieing-off thing, I just wish she had elaborated on some of the characters. It was difficult keeping track of who died.
The closest I've ever come to crying happened last night. When Finnick died, I started almost sobbing. No tears or anything, but still.
It only took about five hours to read. I finished around one twenty this morning. I got my hands on it at four, but went grocery shopping with mom and then went online and chatted at the GYC.
Anyway, I need to start cleaning up the house (Bleck) and I think I'm going to do a new poll.
Till the next time I post, I wish you all the best of luck. Latters
I finished Mockingjay.
(If you haven't stopped reading this but still haven't read the book, then this is your last chance. Stop. Reading. This. Post. Now.)
I was disappointed.
Don't get me wrong, there were some very good parts, but I didn't like some of the things she did.
I mean, seriously, Peeta??? Well, sure, that's the sweet guy, but Gale is so fiery and passionate, plus he's been her friend like forever. So what if he tends to be a little violent?
And the ending was very foggy. It just got really confusing and stuff. Plus, Katniss wasn't a real part of the actual invasion. Yes, it would be hogging the spotlight, but that's what main charactors do. A much better ending would be: She enters alone, having lost sight of friends/watched them die. Driven insane by the sites she's seen, she kills all who approach her. But when she sees a child crying, she snaps out of it. When she holds the child as it dies, she is desperate to end this pointless war. And so she storms the mansion, kills snow, and then everything else will work out.
Don't you think that's better?
I did really like the whole running-through-the-town-everyone-dieing-off thing, I just wish she had elaborated on some of the characters. It was difficult keeping track of who died.
The closest I've ever come to crying happened last night. When Finnick died, I started almost sobbing. No tears or anything, but still.
It only took about five hours to read. I finished around one twenty this morning. I got my hands on it at four, but went grocery shopping with mom and then went online and chatted at the GYC.
Anyway, I need to start cleaning up the house (Bleck) and I think I'm going to do a new poll.
Till the next time I post, I wish you all the best of luck. Latters
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
I'm not really sure what to say
I'm a bad blogger. Not nearly as bad as some of my friends, but bad enough. I despair that anyone even reads this anymore. Oh, whateves. As soon as school starts up again then I'll be a regular blogger again. Hopefully.
The results of the poll Worst Part of going Back to School is: 33% of the voters said No Sleeping In. And 66% of the voters said Getting Homework.
The results of the poll What am I going to do that I swore I would never do? are: 33% of the voters said Become a Vegetarian, and 66% of the voters said Hang a Twilight poster in My Room. I am sincerly glad that they never doubted my hatred of Suburbia, or my unwavering loyalty to the Flying Spaghetti Monster. The correct answer is................ I'm a Vegetarian!!
I'm not sure what the next poll will be about, but I'm going to do some hard thinking on it, and get back to you later.
In other news, the Rhapsody password has been changed, so I am unable to listen to my music. If I start babbling about how hot Edward is (The Twilight one, not the Vampires Suck one, cause he is hot), then you will know why.
And if I don't blog for a while, it's cause I have, within my possession, Mockingjay. The third book in The Hunger Games trilogy. It's going to be mind blowing. Sorry Dr. Sheldon Cooper, but your mind will be going into this pre-blown. But you have my permission to tell me about how the last book in the Vladimir Tod series will knock my socks off, fully knowing that I won't be able to get them back on.
Sometimes soon, I plan on going to see Vampires suck, as it seems to be amusing. It only got two stars, but Edward (Not Robert Patterson, thank FSM)is hot. And there's a lot of slamming on modern icons like The Black Eyed Peas, and Alice in Wonderland (Which I still haven't seen). And, of course, Twilight. Lolz. I hope that this slam is better than Nightlight, a Parody. That was confusing and difficult to follow, plus stopped being all that funny after the first twenty pages.
My duties are done, and now I shall go in pursuit of other interests. Fare Thee Well. Au Revoir. Until Next Time. See You Later Alligator.
The results of the poll Worst Part of going Back to School is: 33% of the voters said No Sleeping In. And 66% of the voters said Getting Homework.
The results of the poll What am I going to do that I swore I would never do? are: 33% of the voters said Become a Vegetarian, and 66% of the voters said Hang a Twilight poster in My Room. I am sincerly glad that they never doubted my hatred of Suburbia, or my unwavering loyalty to the Flying Spaghetti Monster. The correct answer is................ I'm a Vegetarian!!
I'm not sure what the next poll will be about, but I'm going to do some hard thinking on it, and get back to you later.
In other news, the Rhapsody password has been changed, so I am unable to listen to my music. If I start babbling about how hot Edward is (The Twilight one, not the Vampires Suck one, cause he is hot), then you will know why.
And if I don't blog for a while, it's cause I have, within my possession, Mockingjay. The third book in The Hunger Games trilogy. It's going to be mind blowing. Sorry Dr. Sheldon Cooper, but your mind will be going into this pre-blown. But you have my permission to tell me about how the last book in the Vladimir Tod series will knock my socks off, fully knowing that I won't be able to get them back on.
Sometimes soon, I plan on going to see Vampires suck, as it seems to be amusing. It only got two stars, but Edward (Not Robert Patterson, thank FSM)is hot. And there's a lot of slamming on modern icons like The Black Eyed Peas, and Alice in Wonderland (Which I still haven't seen). And, of course, Twilight. Lolz. I hope that this slam is better than Nightlight, a Parody. That was confusing and difficult to follow, plus stopped being all that funny after the first twenty pages.
My duties are done, and now I shall go in pursuit of other interests. Fare Thee Well. Au Revoir. Until Next Time. See You Later Alligator.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
I am OUTRAGED!!!
I am SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF!!! I just got the yearbook and was flipping through when I came to the clubs. Apparently, there is a club for studying the Bible BUT NO GSA!!!! Apparently it's not okay to have a community where LGBTPQ people can feel safe, but a place where the overwhelming majority religion can (Quote) "Study the Bible, how it relates to the world and every day life"
What about the people that are prosecuted all over the world? They are accepted in very few places, and many have no where to turn. They may not know what's going on, or think that it's wrong. Without anyone to talk to about it, they retreat inwards, causing depression, which can lead to self mutilation and even suicide.
Christians on the other hand, they are welcome just about anywhere. Sure, there are a few countries that won't accept them, but the vast majority of the world is Christian.
There are far more suicides of queer people unable to get help and understanding, where I haven't even heard of anyone committing suicide because people say they're evil for worshiping Christ.
It just really pisses me off.
What about the people that are prosecuted all over the world? They are accepted in very few places, and many have no where to turn. They may not know what's going on, or think that it's wrong. Without anyone to talk to about it, they retreat inwards, causing depression, which can lead to self mutilation and even suicide.
Christians on the other hand, they are welcome just about anywhere. Sure, there are a few countries that won't accept them, but the vast majority of the world is Christian.
There are far more suicides of queer people unable to get help and understanding, where I haven't even heard of anyone committing suicide because people say they're evil for worshiping Christ.
It just really pisses me off.
Friday, August 13, 2010
Idk What to say
What can I say? Yes, I have abandoned my blog. Yes, the last few blog posts have been very boring. And yes, most likely all the people that have read my blog in the past have probably stopped reading it by now. Which bites. If you do read this, pleeze comment. Otherwise I shall assume that all hope is lost and start writing gloomy book reviews and menus of what I ate today. And I have yet to eat anything today cause I've been on the computer.
Quick thing about the last like month: Went to Marwood for my 4th and final year, have to do this test out test thing, and really got involed with some stuff on Facebook. Like those games and stuff.
I don't really know what to write about, so I'm going to go and eat.
Oh!! I forgot!
I'm going to do something that I swore I would never do. I can't really believe I'm going to do this, but I will. Starting Tuesday. It's going to be difficult, but I'm going to try! I might actually make a poll about this.....
Quick thing about the last like month: Went to Marwood for my 4th and final year, have to do this test out test thing, and really got involed with some stuff on Facebook. Like those games and stuff.
I don't really know what to write about, so I'm going to go and eat.
Oh!! I forgot!
I'm going to do something that I swore I would never do. I can't really believe I'm going to do this, but I will. Starting Tuesday. It's going to be difficult, but I'm going to try! I might actually make a poll about this.....
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